she bargains like a lawyer

I hope you are aware
that I can see right
through your veins.
I like the place
it perches me.
I hope you're not afraid.

I have come prepared
to worm my way
into your brain.
I think it might
be working.
I hope you're not afraid.

I'm loading up the
deck so I can
finally win the game.
You've brought
a lot of chips.
I hope you aren't afraid.

I've sewn my mouth
to quiet while you
drove a girl insane.
But I'm not
crazy this time.
I hope you aren't afraid.

I strive to thrive
over you, turning
pleasure out of pain.
You can't go
back after this.
I hope your aren't afraid.

I'm sucking all
your blood, your
body will be drained.
Your platelets taste
like candy.
I hope you aren't afraid.

I'm lying on your
pelvis. I can tell
you're glad I came.
We both know that
nothing compares.
I hope you're not afraid.

brooklyn in the south

I am going home this weekend! I couldn't be more excited.
there are some big plans, and lots of familiar wonderful things.




which should kill my writers block and I'll have something legit to post.
good things are ahead. home and halloween. a recipe for creativity!

hold on, I'm comin

all I wanna do is
smooch smooch smooch smooch



As Kate Nash said in one of my all time favorite songs "I'm not in love, I just wanna be touched"






not in
but there is definitely some love.
being boy crazy is never great
but I've got some great friends
so who really gives a fuck
right?

gotta love on all the little things


graffiti is something I love



gotta keep it hood

don't trust a ho

Sometimes I still think this is true
for us. But I'll have you know
right now, that I am over
you. I have new guys in
my life that are
way cooler and
better than
you.

P.S. As I remember
things, you're the
one that went
and fucked
it all
up.

say my name

I feel I must suggest;
spell my name with an 'x'
it amps up the appeal of my sex-
new and different, demands respect
demands, commands,
so pushy, and damn
walk with con-fi-dance,
and I ain't got a man.
no, I don't I need one
so I can have fun
'cause with all the drama,
you know I am done
and when it's with men,
that's all that you get, hun
don't be fooled by my tools-
words I press together
in ways you ain't heard
Absurd? I concur
And yet I protest
Because I put in my best
It's this poetry thing
that gets stuff off my chest
Write it out, I say "yes!"
sigh with relief
to get out my piece
so I can kick back, release
so if I die tomorrow
I can rest in peace
knowing words that I'd leave
would give life after me-
not arrogance, memory,
(tying in ideas, you see)
so my diction has friction,
so I don't ask for permission
to share my verbose vision
to get out of the prison
and get close to my God,
I'd like to believe,
but it's hard
he's got no business card
so I grip to the shards
of truth in the stars
on mercury and mars
but down here, it's fast cars
how to get into the bars
and roll my tongue on the r's.
I can change up the scheme,
shock you with the next
open up to my dreams
or fufill a request
work on a theme,
an ending you don't expect.
I won't keep it clean,
so please spell it with an 'x'.

jai ho!

nebulas!

I was trying to do these earlier


but I realized that they only show up as text while I type, and they turn into pictures once its posted

either way, nebulas are the coolest, and I love to look them up

on a totally unrelated note, I've been thinking very seriously about studying abroad, as has my room mate lindsey


I want to go to India. The program I'd be doing would be taking me to hyderbad at the university of hyderabad

only 2000 students, in a city of 8 million or so!


it's where the n. idian and s. indian culture meet



lots of cool cool stuff, including the largest film industry in the world


When it comes time to actually go, I'll post more. It's a long way off but I couldn't be more excited

ch-ch-changes

tried to put up pictures of nebulas, but it didn't work. I'll put up some cool pictures or some writing soon, but blogger is being pooty right now.

switched up the layout colors and the title.
I feel like I need to make this cooler
I should write more.
My english teacher is very enthusiastic about my next project, which makes me feel good.
gotta go to class, I promise next post will be cooler and invlove pictures or something truly creative