Friday, November 28, 2008

The question is:

Do I like your attention more than I like my dignity?
Do I call you out for the things you've said,
Even if they happened months ago?
Do I really hate what you said
Or do I relish in it, hoping
It will lead to what I want?
Does it mean that you want, too?
Or are you just cocky and a tease
Because you're in the perfect position to do so?
But if you reprimand me for "crossing the line"
Then isn't it fair that I do the same?
Isn't what you said more cause for alarm?
But, if I do bring it up
Will it ruin my chances of getting what I want,
Or has that plan been fucked since Jump Street,
And I'll always be that silly, sad, 
Almost intelligent girl that you know?
Half of me says that's the case
The other half says not so fast.
Because that thing you said really made me think
That you've considered this, "us", too.

The question remains:
Do I like your attention more than my dignity?

3 comments:

Anna Wallace said...

darling you got a blog. i am so glad.

your poetry is amazing...how have i never read any of it before?

Anonymous said...

yes it was at the fair

Graham said...

Having blogs is illegal.

You're illegal.